I felt like I was back to square 1.
I plummeted into the same old anxiety spirals and self-doubting I’d worked
so hard to conquer… until I didn’t know who I was.
I lost all faith in myself.
Soon I was even worse off than before I was a lonely, nerdy kid.
I was now trapped inside a confusing world of not knowing who I was,
where I was constantly cutting my own legs out from under me…
… with destructive patterns of behaviors that pushed me further and further
AWAY from who I wanted to be.
But it was at that moment of hardship, of losing everything, that I found who
I was really meant to be…
… what I was actually meant to do on Earth.
During this shattering period of loss I decided to make a change. Instead of
letting my “crumbling world” bring me down...
I started to take the first steps of an INSANE amount of DEEP INNER
WORK… so I could escape my self inflicted mental trauma.
I knew I had to rework how I looked at my own traumas, abuse, my own
mistakes… that was the only way to get free of them.
I was on a journey to discover how I could possibly bounce back from this
“knockout blow” to my life.
I went to work to unearth every childhood trauma… every egotistical belief,
and strip-mined my subconscious, leaving nothing but the TRUTH of my
life...
The childhood trauma, ego, and false beliefs in my subconscious prevented
me from L-I-V-I-N-G my life the way I wanted to…